Now love is added onto my long list of fears
Next to abandonment and heights
Cause every place you touched me burns with the reminder that you were here
Especially at night
And now you’re not
Had me wondering was it something I did
That inspired you to find a person who
Can make you feel
What I failed to do.
I fell in love
And it seemed to be all I was
And after a few months had
And I felt
That I had no breath to
No eyes to see and no lips
Only memories to miss.
And apparently your love for me is no longer alive,
As I dive into assumptions that our future can still survive,
And that hope for you
The hope I have even though you’re gone,
Is the same hope I have as I keep leading myself on…
I am not a toy
At your fucking disposal
You will not decide
How worthy I am today
I don’t want to go through hell and back just to find my significant other. Love shouldn’t be heartbreak after heartbreak
If he misses you, he’ll call just to hear your voice. If he wants you, he’ll say it. And if he cares, he’ll show it. If he has a thought about you, it will come out of his mouth. If you are on his mind non stop, he will do anything he can just to see you. If he truly likes you, he won’t let anything get in the way and fight back just to keep you in his arms. If not, he’s not worth your time because you’re obviously not worth his.
You will never reduce me to an ignored phone call
A disregarded text message
A quick glance in the hallways
When my only crime was giving you my attention
Was for my genuine intentions
Was treating you like how a person was meant to be treated
Was loving you
Loving you a little more than I loved myself.
It was a mistake,” you said. But the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine, for trusting you.